"Whatever can go wrong, will go wrong!"

If there is a classification for these couple of days, the above will tell all that happen these couple of days.... its really ridiculous...maybe cause i'm too tired as well..... oh well...


started @ yesterday 10am ->
Locked myself out of my own bedroom!!!!!! can you imagine?? not my house, but my own bed room... didn't even realised there was a lock until i had to ask the locksmith to unlock before i know how to lock the bedroom.... lesson learnt with a price of $88.

then today....

kind of pissed with what happened today actually with work..but i guess its just different standards...won the horse's ass awards AGAIN.... how embarrasing!!!!!!

came home @ 6.30pm..... trying to catch a file which was going to drop...one of the blinds detached itself...so i had to put it up.... its a one in a millionth time that it could happen....

thinking that its all over, split the hot water which i was drinking, on the table.....

i wonder if i should go to sleep and hope that everything will be bright and fresh tmr...sigh... its been a long day...

maybe i'm just missing attention and love... i should really think about settling down soon... hopefully someone will just tie me down..haha...

a Hectic week yet again!

i CAN'T imagine how time flies by so fast without me even batting an eyelid!

Anyway, I've really got to finish all my tutorials by the end of this weekend, else I'll be really left behind and will have to rush next week, terribly, although I've already presented though, so it should all be good.

Have been missing someone of late. Didn't think i would miss him THAT often.... prob missing his comforting silences and words of consolation. more likely, missing his constant presence in my life.

Does that mean, am i falling for him ? ?? or am i just lonely? ? ?

*laughs*..been quite busy of late, just some random thought that came to my mind though. alrighty..back to books!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy

Just realised that CH and WK are perhaps finalizing to tie the knot at the end of this year..so its really good..one more couple down...a pity that i've started my career so late though, else it'll be good for females my age to start something now.

you know..its prob the time where you start to think if you are really goign on the right track..and what you can do to make your life a little better..perhaps living with someone closer, would be heaps better i think.... at least at the end of the day, u know that someone would never forsake you....

my true thoughts..have i matured yet? am i willing to commit myself?? haha.... maybe....maybe...maybe...

*happy and rested*

Just going to end my big Holiday from Fri - Mon.... NICE NICE!!!!!!!

but anyway, it wasn't all fun and games...as i was rushing off to finish one assignment *laughs*.. finally done..so its all good now...

hopefully i'll keep blogging till at least end of this yr to keep inform of my happenings. haha..

currently not much ....*laughs*..thus i end my post.

An old and dusty site

Yes... it has finally come the time to re-live this blog again.

Its been 6 months since I've every written in here..and god knows when the last visiter was, prob DT to drum the bday tune.*laughs*

Oh well, so much have happen here, yet I feel a little bit perplexed on what I've been feeling for 6 months.

BIG question i ask myself:


IF I WERE TO DIE RIGHT NOW, AM I HAPPY WITH MY LIFE

The answer is Yes as per this moment cause given a choice, I don't think i can live any other way and be as fulfilled right now.

I gave myself a little list of resolutions at the beginning of the year. Surprise surprise! It actually didn't include losing weight, cause that's a hopeless resolution which I will never get to fulfil. Anyway, here are some:

- Get better in the job.
- Get myself acknowledged in my career.
- Pass my studies ...just PASS..not worried for meriting..just not NOT passing!
- Find my Mr Right (not young anymore - "whatever")
- Find myself (I find it REALLY HARD to say maybe I can never finish finding this one... its a never ending vicious cycle- think losing weight). haha....

There.. I sat down after a while..and think..its still too early to say... being only Mar, prob will write in May or something though..if it will work out.

*laughs*... think this will really be just my journal..cause i think..no one actually expects me to blog anymore...... *laughs*..oh well...

and anyway, if you are reading this, HAPPY EASTER... prob i'm just wishing myself too!!!!!haha...