life is so unpredictable....

1 good news and 1 really unfortunate news..with different pple : X and Y

X is getting married end of the year: i.e. Dec 08... really should make a trip back cause i really miss home, however:
1. firm shut down period doesn't occur then,
2. have to look for a place to shift to, cause moving nearer to the city, in fact, smacked right in the middle of the city.
3. wp coming over to help me shift.
4. saving $$ on air tix (like $1.5k?)

that's the good news..the bad news is that 2 days ago, heard that Y was quite a few wks pregnant with child, felt soooo delighted for her, knew she always wanted one.. however just yesterday, the almighty decided to take it away from her, prob a bit pity.... i really love this couple, the best couple so far that i know.... everything is within settlement, and a church wedding..love them to bits...

end of the day: cannot take things for granted, cause u never know what can hit you...

just one whine to complete this post: i still haven't got my car yet..the repair shop have more repairs to do on my repairs... *laughs*..oh well.. will see what'st he outcome... *faintz*

My day today

Please someone, remind me... FACEBOOK is sooooooo ADDICTIVE!!!!! thought i had it under my belt like friendster, but no..i was there from 8am-3pm(only had to leave because i had to take the bus to church)but other than that, came home, and still on facebook..that fluff book thing is really superb ADDICTIVE!!!!!!

anyway, should try not to be on it too much though.. haha.. should ban myself from typing in www.facebook.com, after this... *laughs*

Oh well, thinking that blogging may be a better activity than facebook, even though 3/4 of my day was spent doing the former, at least i had 3 hours for "church " activity, meaning taking public transport to church, attending church and then coming back via public transport... all because my car was sent somewhere else for repair.. i miss it sooo much!!!!!!

*laughs* i wonder why... missing everything today...my family, my friends (back in sg), etc etc etc... haha... that includes my car...haha..not the speeding & redlight camera tix though..haha.

happiness is what you strive to achieve

*happy but exhausted*..

couzzy just came to Brisbane for a work trip and main aim is just to see me. . apart from being touched, she has basically pampered me heaps by : cooking for me, cleaning my kitchen for me, and going shopping with me, went to eagles' pier, etc... didnt' bring my camera, so no pictures, but then its really good to get another perspective on what I'm doing now.. basically that i should shift to the city..this is effectively what i'm paying now:

Rent - $340/wk (assuming after my housemate leaves and no support)
Transport - $16/wk (and it will be $32/wk assuming no concession)
Carpark - $50/wk (assuming the occasional driving into city and parking for personal)Time spent - $270/wk (assuming 1.5 hours extra spent/day/trip @ employment 18/hr )

Total - $676/wk (even if i take off my housemate's payment of rent, it will still be more than whatever amount that i would spend in the city paying for a one bedroom apartment, catching up on my sleep, as well as prob heading to the gym...

*laughs*..that's not even including the utilities bill and the car petrol costs... haha..

And anyway... rego and insurance is due. -> total $1.3k.. not complaining cause I think i may have benefitted much from the use of the car, apart from the occasional speeding and red-light camera fine.. *faintz*...

Realising that my blog hasn't got much pictures..so... there we go.... I miss you..very very much...



thank god you're coming over to Brisbane -> 29 APR 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Having different thoughts on my mind.

Maybe I'm being paranoid / over sensitive...

But there seems to be a favouritism between me and colleague X... and maybe a little on colleague Y.. even though I think maybe cause the person has done more work and therefore have more chances of interaction... perhaps its just racism and favouritism..maybe even I am guilty of such charges, when i prefer one person's work over the other, back @ home. Over here, can't judge much cause don't give much coaching though... sigh..

Fortunately not many people know of this blog.. till date, i think none of my colleagues actually know this space exists, and i think that isn't such a bad thing where i could rant my thoughts, yet again..being alone here...

Anyway, i think these few days, not that I intentionally think about it and I'm not too sure if i should rant it out here... it might cause pressure.. (i dont' know..but if you are reading it..its just prob best to ignore this post..or maybe i should just mark it as private. let me find the damn option.. *laughs*

It comes to a stage now that i think i may be ready for the next stage in life..whether its settling down / fidning a good home..cause afterall, girls' attractiveness is akin to fruits...pretty and fresh when young, .... tend to get neglected when aged....

oh well.. perhaps should rant till there..cause else if something happened due to the post on this blog, i bear no responsibility.. *lol* perhaps just because i'm lonely.... haha..now u realise that lonely pple can get up to lots if they want, just because they are lonely... *laughs*