Friday, April 4, 2008

Having different thoughts on my mind.

Maybe I'm being paranoid / over sensitive...

But there seems to be a favouritism between me and colleague X... and maybe a little on colleague Y.. even though I think maybe cause the person has done more work and therefore have more chances of interaction... perhaps its just racism and favouritism..maybe even I am guilty of such charges, when i prefer one person's work over the other, back @ home. Over here, can't judge much cause don't give much coaching though... sigh..

Fortunately not many people know of this blog.. till date, i think none of my colleagues actually know this space exists, and i think that isn't such a bad thing where i could rant my thoughts, yet again..being alone here...

Anyway, i think these few days, not that I intentionally think about it and I'm not too sure if i should rant it out here... it might cause pressure.. (i dont' know..but if you are reading it..its just prob best to ignore this post..or maybe i should just mark it as private. let me find the damn option.. *laughs*

It comes to a stage now that i think i may be ready for the next stage in life..whether its settling down / fidning a good home..cause afterall, girls' attractiveness is akin to fruits...pretty and fresh when young, .... tend to get neglected when aged....

oh well.. perhaps should rant till there..cause else if something happened due to the post on this blog, i bear no responsibility.. *lol* perhaps just because i'm lonely.... haha..now u realise that lonely pple can get up to lots if they want, just because they are lonely... *laughs*

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