My first sugar cane juice in aust

Just to cheer this blog

My client's little 2 weeks old kitten.

Spot the difference

This is my 3rd day after the tragic sprain. Seems like appearance doesn't really have a difference. Anyway, the sprain seems to have company of bruises. Ha ha!
Below is camera pictures:

That's how pain it is.....

目前 过着自欺欺人的生活。真的可以开心吗？

*skip this if you do not need a post to depress your day further*

am in an emo-mood today... which is similar to "dun know what to feel but still feeling in the middle of nowhere"

Been facebook-ing since 30mins ago... and browsed through wen's pictures on uni times holidaying with good friends.... the friends that you have through uni..indeed will support you morally at that time..no pretense, no hiding... no faking (right to the face of I don't like you, but if you do this, i can try to accept it)... *laughs*...

maybe its due to :

-> this stupid sprain of the leg which I'm having now..that I landed on this wrong foot after trying to attempt some funky body combat jump (been 2 days already).

-> the desolate loneliness and helplessness that I'm feeling today and yesterday..

-> the freaking stomach cramps that i'm having...

*sigh*... even to get an ankle guard, i have to call my colleague to send me there..... on the way ..had an argument over the benefits of the pension system (Australia) and self-funded system for retirement (Singapore)..

the end of the question is: If i had cancer today as an Australian citizen, would the government pay my medical bills 100%???

my opinion is: I'll probably finish off earlier before i get a hospital bed....

that's all.... i never have that strong an argument with anyone so far..i feel bad.... but then again... i really really miss my family..i miss people who share the same beliefs as me....

@ Singapore, you will NEVER NEVER NEVER hear a 16-year-old saying " I like my life now, i'm giving birth to a 'future leader of the country' and I deserve that $5000 payout from the government for partying and knocking up some random stranger"..this was on a today tonight show..

by the time the kid grows up and surviving on govt subsidy.(ie taxpayer's money), the parent goes into pension system..and i'll continue subsidising...

I'm not saying that everyone is like that...but every country has blacksheep... and I really do not believe in the pension system..... *period*

argh..this is such a long post...but i cannot finish writing... did you know for a normaly 15mins walk.... i took 45 mins to walk to church today..have to walk today ALONE, HELPLESS, being HONKED at (for being slow)..... is this desolation? or maybe i really need an energy boost?

Sydney

Is the only place i manage to find a drive thru for krispy kreme. Ha ha! Yum!

Christmas in syd!

Finally some christmas mood at queen victoria building . Christmas tree decorated with swarovski crystals.

Christmas log cake!

Finally i get to eat a log cake. Next year is a good year!

Love food

What the bf cooked. Yum!

its ALL happening now...

going to shift into the city... - i'm happy happy... starting shifting bits to the new place ..even though my place is an absolute mess still.. don't understand why do i have so many things still.. *laughs*..its really amazing..how much junk i can accumulate through the years..but oh well... what can i say.. *laughs*

happy for my hols,

happy for my new place ,

nervous for my results...

(5 tell -tale signs) you know its summer when...

1. there's no longer need to look for your jacket when you get out of the apartment doors
2. there's no need to look for heated places
3. the sun wakes up @ 4.30am and shuts @ 7pm
4. the ice-cream you just bought melts twice as fast before you have a chance to savour it
5. the MOST important. ... you perspire the moment you step out of a shower..

geez... i can think of more reasons for summer..that's when all my fats come out to play..hopefully will lose some of the weight during moving of the house..but will see. *laughs*

*nervous for results*... but *happy* that christmas is coming..how ironic.....

Prices increase

Normal supply chain increase. This was taken outside the uni cafe. Ha ha. Time to look for additional income. Wonder where. Ha ha!

*anxious*

Exam is this Tues....still @ chapter 2 out of 4 units. Not too sure how I'm going to fare.

This is probably what I'm paying for not studying the whole semester (3 months).. due to studying for the Supp and concentrating on work.

Perfect example of putting in 101% effort but not getting anywhere in either studies / work. but its alright..it'll be all good in the end... stay positive and have faith...



Went to church this morning, so rejuvenated.

A new piece of good news, just realised my good friend in NZ who just got married in Oct 08 is now pregnant with a bub. so its going to be good.. *happy for her*...

Can't wait to shift to city (Spring Hill)...that'll be good...

*contented and happy*

At last, @ peace with myself.



Yesterday heard some good news that my fellow graduate (started same time as me) has been promoted to senior. Good on him! Think he deserves it and he's really really smart.

Anyway, higher role means more responsibility and I'm happy that he is already prepared to go up to senior. Well, typically it takes 0.5 years more to be given more time to "prepare" us for the task like planning and completion of a job, and I'm also happy to be given at least another 0.5 yrs to familiarise myself before i start aiming for higher levels. Hopefully its within reach.

*laughs* was talking to Michelle yesterday (my housemate)... so confusing.. but we're toying with the idea of taking a short break to either Sabah (to visit Ching and WK) whose wedding we're too busy to attend or to just head to Singapore for a short break..... tempting tempting... however will only be able to let her know when i get my results for this subject that i'm taking the exam this Tuesday.... *crossing my fingers*

studies..going really really slow......haha

alright..short update is done... back to books.

Memories.....

Michelle (friend's sister) is heading back to Singapore today after her exams.

Kind of thought back to what I felt before. Carefree, meeting up with friends + family (Miss them heaps)...

Think I'm not alone here to think that I have yet to be 100% adjusted yet. Talked to Han + Jess yesterday and Happy that they have got their citizenship, yet when they asked me would I? I said "no".

Singapore will ultimately be my home and my country where I belong. *laughs* sounds rather patriotic actually. *laughs* Though my mentor mentioned that she has forgotten how CNY is back in Vietnam (her home country is vietnam) after being here for 12 years, I'd really wouldn't that happen to me, though I reckon its kind of going to be like that....

On a happier note, I've just realised that I've been taken off one of the biggest job in the firm and thus reduce the need to stay late. Wonder if I should feel elated (no OT) or sad (performance might be no good which is why I got taken off)....... anyway, reckon I can do a LOT more exercises then.. WOOHOO! will be pretty much heading in the GoodLife Health clubs in the city much more.

Will update more on my new place @ Spring Hill which is around 15 mins WALK from either the office or to Queen Street (Brisbane City)... happy, excited, and never more eager to MOVE!

YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! although the rent will almost be double of whatever I"m paying now..but its the CONVENIENCE!!!!!!! YAYY!!!! Happy happy happy!

Just random

Happy today cause it seems that i've passed 2 ordinary days without anything major happening. Just seems really really good. Blogging from my mobile again and think this is such a useful tool. However can only blog with a picture. Dont know how to just blog text with the phone. Getting old signs. Ha ha.

Trying something out.

Just trying to try to blog this picture and see what happens.

Update: this post was sent through my mobile phone for blogging purposes, however i can't seem to only blog post.. it seems to only accept photos.. oh well, more photos, i guess. *laughs*

Currently going through...

a series of unfortunate events:

1. failed FIN
2. client gave me really bad feedback (whole office politics)
3. came out feeling worse than my original FIN exam during my supp
4. failed MAA EP
5. knocked the wall whilst going out of my carpark.
6. hit my neighbour's car whilst going out

are there any chances that this drama will overturn and give me a :
- pass for my FIN SUPP?
- pass for my MAA exam?

*sigh*..... i'm a little bemused with myself ..... this ALL happened within the past couple of months.... oCT and nov....really hope this would end soon.....

Upset..is my dress for today..

Just got known in work that I'm not really good @ my work....

Maybe its about time for a change. *laughs*;

will update more next week.

Another day again

Its yet another day again.....

studies week commencement from sunday onwards.....

*laughs*....

Getting used to life..

Yes, I'm a little settled over life right now... still got heaps of obstacles to go through right now...but i believe if i have faith, i can get through it.

life's a bit of a b*t*ch right now.... never in my life expected myself to work on my birthday for a straight 15 hours..from 8am-1am, no cutting of cake, no blowing of candles on that day.... perhaps it's a sign that i'm getting old, no point in celebration, don't really take it into consideration any more.... its also a sign that perhaps i'm not that important after all.

met my friend over the weekend...she's just talking about wedding wedding wedding consistently... nvermind her for doing that as she's just got back from her wedding.. makes me wonder on hitting the 30 mark... no career, no creation of family... what exactly did i do for the last 30 years... although i think all i am doing now is baby steps to my future goal..but i can't really see that happening though.. so.... that is why a little bit unsettled still..cause not too sure what exactly do i want in life... haha... its a cross road every single bit of it..just hv to trust and rely.

failed my exam..this i did... i mean..sort of expected it already..so i've got over it..but still have to mention it here..to remind me not to be arrogant and accept that i've failed...at least i think i've took it a hell of a better than i failed corp fin....so its alright...maybe i just didnt make the mark...... but oh well... will see.....

alright..updates are done..back to books....