My client's little 2 weeks old kitten.
Friday, April 10, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
目前 过着自欺欺人的生活。真的可以开心吗？
*skip this if you do not need a post to depress your day further*
am in an emo-mood today... which is similar to "dun know what to feel but still feeling in the middle of nowhere"
Been facebook-ing since 30mins ago... and browsed through wen's pictures on uni times holidaying with good friends.... the friends that you have through uni..indeed will support you morally at that time..no pretense, no hiding... no faking (right to the face of I don't like you, but if you do this, i can try to accept it)... *laughs*...
maybe its due to :
-> this stupid sprain of the leg which I'm having now..that I landed on this wrong foot after trying to attempt some funky body combat jump (been 2 days already).
-> the desolate loneliness and helplessness that I'm feeling today and yesterday..
-> the freaking stomach cramps that i'm having...
*sigh*... even to get an ankle guard, i have to call my colleague to send me there..... on the way ..had an argument over the benefits of the pension system (Australia) and self-funded system for retirement (Singapore)..
the end of the question is: If i had cancer today as an Australian citizen, would the government pay my medical bills 100%???
my opinion is: I'll probably finish off earlier before i get a hospital bed....
that's all.... i never have that strong an argument with anyone so far..i feel bad.... but then again... i really really miss my family..i miss people who share the same beliefs as me....
@ Singapore, you will NEVER NEVER NEVER hear a 16-year-old saying " I like my life now, i'm giving birth to a 'future leader of the country' and I deserve that $5000 payout from the government for partying and knocking up some random stranger"..this was on a today tonight show..
by the time the kid grows up and surviving on govt subsidy.(ie taxpayer's money), the parent goes into pension system..and i'll continue subsidising...
I'm not saying that everyone is like that...but every country has blacksheep... and I really do not believe in the pension system..... *period*
argh..this is such a long post...but i cannot finish writing... did you know for a normaly 15mins walk.... i took 45 mins to walk to church today..have to walk today ALONE, HELPLESS, being HONKED at (for being slow)..... is this desolation? or maybe i really need an energy boost?
am in an emo-mood today... which is similar to "dun know what to feel but still feeling in the middle of nowhere"
Been facebook-ing since 30mins ago... and browsed through wen's pictures on uni times holidaying with good friends.... the friends that you have through uni..indeed will support you morally at that time..no pretense, no hiding... no faking (right to the face of I don't like you, but if you do this, i can try to accept it)... *laughs*...
maybe its due to :
-> this stupid sprain of the leg which I'm having now..that I landed on this wrong foot after trying to attempt some funky body combat jump (been 2 days already).
-> the desolate loneliness and helplessness that I'm feeling today and yesterday..
-> the freaking stomach cramps that i'm having...
*sigh*... even to get an ankle guard, i have to call my colleague to send me there..... on the way ..had an argument over the benefits of the pension system (Australia) and self-funded system for retirement (Singapore)..
the end of the question is: If i had cancer today as an Australian citizen, would the government pay my medical bills 100%???
my opinion is: I'll probably finish off earlier before i get a hospital bed....
that's all.... i never have that strong an argument with anyone so far..i feel bad.... but then again... i really really miss my family..i miss people who share the same beliefs as me....
@ Singapore, you will NEVER NEVER NEVER hear a 16-year-old saying " I like my life now, i'm giving birth to a 'future leader of the country' and I deserve that $5000 payout from the government for partying and knocking up some random stranger"..this was on a today tonight show..
by the time the kid grows up and surviving on govt subsidy.(ie taxpayer's money), the parent goes into pension system..and i'll continue subsidising...
I'm not saying that everyone is like that...but every country has blacksheep... and I really do not believe in the pension system..... *period*
argh..this is such a long post...but i cannot finish writing... did you know for a normaly 15mins walk.... i took 45 mins to walk to church today..have to walk today ALONE, HELPLESS, being HONKED at (for being slow)..... is this desolation? or maybe i really need an energy boost?
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