Upset..is my dress for today..

Just got known in work that I'm not really good @ my work....

Maybe its about time for a change. *laughs*;

will update more next week.

Another day again

Its yet another day again.....

studies week commencement from sunday onwards.....

*laughs*....

Getting used to life..

Yes, I'm a little settled over life right now... still got heaps of obstacles to go through right now...but i believe if i have faith, i can get through it.

life's a bit of a b*t*ch right now.... never in my life expected myself to work on my birthday for a straight 15 hours..from 8am-1am, no cutting of cake, no blowing of candles on that day.... perhaps it's a sign that i'm getting old, no point in celebration, don't really take it into consideration any more.... its also a sign that perhaps i'm not that important after all.

met my friend over the weekend...she's just talking about wedding wedding wedding consistently... nvermind her for doing that as she's just got back from her wedding.. makes me wonder on hitting the 30 mark... no career, no creation of family... what exactly did i do for the last 30 years... although i think all i am doing now is baby steps to my future goal..but i can't really see that happening though.. so.... that is why a little bit unsettled still..cause not too sure what exactly do i want in life... haha... its a cross road every single bit of it..just hv to trust and rely.

failed my exam..this i did... i mean..sort of expected it already..so i've got over it..but still have to mention it here..to remind me not to be arrogant and accept that i've failed...at least i think i've took it a hell of a better than i failed corp fin....so its alright...maybe i just didnt make the mark...... but oh well... will see.....

alright..updates are done..back to books....