i just want to CRY right now....

angry with my new baby!........

worried for my results.......

disapointed at how things turn out...

maybe its also due to that time of the month......

geez..this is fairly a depressing blog...

*laughs* was reading through my entries and realised that my entries are fairly depressing though..due to it being study week and exam period etc..should start lightening my life (i.e. is that how to spell lightening?)?? geez... my brain cells are indeed getting smaller..haha

but anyway..updates:

a. life is getting a bit better..with better work hours and better responsibilities, i think..at least i dun feel really useless..i guess..

b. For r/s...its still going alright..but the thing about having a long distance r/s (not exactly long distance, but still its not in the same state)is that there must be a lot of trust and a lot of effort..... and so far....its pretty constant..no increase, no decrease...and that may / may not be a good thing in the long run.

Alrighty..will be gg to talk to my mum..update soon!

worried.....

today i got to know about something very shocking.....

a couple that i knew..who were about half a decade (5 years)together..suddenly are not together anymore...its shocking cause its not about both the individuals..in fact, its about something more..its about external circumstances that prevent them from being together....something which they cannot control..

although i'm not a fan of love @ first sight , meet 3 months-> get engaged after 6 mths -> married after 1 year...(which i also know a couple of examples from), i also really do not believe in long term love..i think anything more than 3-4 years is living on the edge to be broken up if there's no more advancing from there...

....what shall i do???