Upset..is my dress for today..

Just got known in work that I'm not really good @ my work....

Maybe its about time for a change. *laughs*;

will update more next week.

Another day again

Its yet another day again.....

studies week commencement from sunday onwards.....

*laughs*....

Getting used to life..

Yes, I'm a little settled over life right now... still got heaps of obstacles to go through right now...but i believe if i have faith, i can get through it.

life's a bit of a b*t*ch right now.... never in my life expected myself to work on my birthday for a straight 15 hours..from 8am-1am, no cutting of cake, no blowing of candles on that day.... perhaps it's a sign that i'm getting old, no point in celebration, don't really take it into consideration any more.... its also a sign that perhaps i'm not that important after all.

met my friend over the weekend...she's just talking about wedding wedding wedding consistently... nvermind her for doing that as she's just got back from her wedding.. makes me wonder on hitting the 30 mark... no career, no creation of family... what exactly did i do for the last 30 years... although i think all i am doing now is baby steps to my future goal..but i can't really see that happening though.. so.... that is why a little bit unsettled still..cause not too sure what exactly do i want in life... haha... its a cross road every single bit of it..just hv to trust and rely.

failed my exam..this i did... i mean..sort of expected it already..so i've got over it..but still have to mention it here..to remind me not to be arrogant and accept that i've failed...at least i think i've took it a hell of a better than i failed corp fin....so its alright...maybe i just didnt make the mark...... but oh well... will see.....

alright..updates are done..back to books....

i just want to CRY right now....

angry with my new baby!........

worried for my results.......

disapointed at how things turn out...

maybe its also due to that time of the month......

geez..this is fairly a depressing blog...

*laughs* was reading through my entries and realised that my entries are fairly depressing though..due to it being study week and exam period etc..should start lightening my life (i.e. is that how to spell lightening?)?? geez... my brain cells are indeed getting smaller..haha

but anyway..updates:

a. life is getting a bit better..with better work hours and better responsibilities, i think..at least i dun feel really useless..i guess..

b. For r/s...its still going alright..but the thing about having a long distance r/s (not exactly long distance, but still its not in the same state)is that there must be a lot of trust and a lot of effort..... and so far....its pretty constant..no increase, no decrease...and that may / may not be a good thing in the long run.

Alrighty..will be gg to talk to my mum..update soon!

worried.....

today i got to know about something very shocking.....

a couple that i knew..who were about half a decade (5 years)together..suddenly are not together anymore...its shocking cause its not about both the individuals..in fact, its about something more..its about external circumstances that prevent them from being together....something which they cannot control..

although i'm not a fan of love @ first sight , meet 3 months-> get engaged after 6 mths -> married after 1 year...(which i also know a couple of examples from), i also really do not believe in long term love..i think anything more than 3-4 years is living on the edge to be broken up if there's no more advancing from there...

....what shall i do???

Are we heading back to ancient times??

http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,24222611-401,00.html

What a news to start the day!!!

headline reads : Drug-smuggling pigeon thrown behind bars ( 22 Aug 2008)

..its pretty amazing isn't it?

and we thought that its only ancient ancestors that could "fei ge chuan shu"... haha..